That's it. This is the last straw. Too many times Tim has been unfaithful and me like a fool have always forgiven him. Now this! My best friend! Our daughters Godmother. How could he so low? After seventeen years of marriage he has to go. If he stays around me he's a dead man. Lynette and me can't leave because she's graduating this year. All our friends are both our friends and I don't want to involve them in our mess. I can't go home to my parents because there have been too many lies they know nothing about. I tried to cover up all the lies but now I can't do it anymore. I feel as though I'm self-destructing. What am I going to do? I knew when I married Tim that one day my world was going to come crashing down around me. I really tried to do the right thing and it still backfired. Why did I get myself in this mess?