This is Charles James Ellis II, but, you can call me Jay. The book I have written is a collection of writings that cover a period of ten years. In January of 1998 I had a spiritual experience that some would define as being born again, but, along with this experience I was also diagnosed with a mental illness known as Bipolar Disorder. What I thought was from God was challenged by the idea that everything that was happening to me, the voice, the visions, the revelations, was the result of a brain malfunction and therefore, a delusion.At present, I have been on medicine for my disorder for over three years consistently and I no longer hear the voice or have visions and revelations to the same degree, but, from my perspective, you must understand that everything that happened to me is as real to me as me sitting here right now. It is my experience and this book contains some of what I recorded while going through it.The best way to define the book that I have written would be in the form of a paradox. "Everything in this book is true and everything in this book is false." This paradox is the life I live. What I was inspired to write I want others to read, because I have searched out books and not to boast about myself, but, what I have written is truly unique and whether believed or not will be very interesting to read for anyone with an open mind.Sincerely,Jay