On July 22, 1993, the author’s fifty year struggle with clinical depression ended. She shares with the reader her honest and courageous search for peace. We go with her from a small farm on the Eastern Shore of Maryland to Baltimore across the Bay, to life in a convent in Pennsylvania to Wilmington Delaware, where she still lives and enjoys her gift of peace. The author graduated Phi Beta Kappa from the University of Delaware. She retired in 1990 after forty years as a health care worker. She continues to study, volunteers as a Eucharistic Minister to hospital patients and serves as minister to a local Fraternityof Secular Franciscans.