I no longer imagine How can I shape this day, But remember How the days have shaped me. un|disciplined poet follows a year in the life of kj chaban as she weaves between the hope and despair of being a mother, teacher, and musician in a time of pandemic. This collection of poetry opens the reader to introspection through forms ranging from free verse to rhymed and metered pieces. Raw moments walk shoulder-to-shoulder with playfulness and wit as the poet encourages us to move ever forward, looking to become who we already are. We are all trying to find our place and personhood in a world that keeps changing. un|disciplined poet reminds us that we are not alone in wondering how to find ourselves, and that looking both inward and outward, with curiosity and compassion, can bring greater connection to our purpose. It connects us through life’s highs and lows, and reminds us that we are all imperfect—and that imperfection is exactly how we're meant to be.