This journal turned book follows Christi in a dramatically painful journey of rediscovery after two consecutive losses—a stillbirth followed by the death of a child shortly after birth. From having fearless faith to completely losing her identity and all confidence in God, this book explores Christi’s struggle in finding value worth living for and in trusting God when the miracles she prayed for did not appear. Although it is her own personal testament, Angel After is written for those who have not always had the most gracious response to adversity. This is for those who may have lost perspective of who they are and who God is in the midst of misfortune, those who may have struggled to understand purpose and destiny, and those who may even have lost the conviction to live. I pray that Angel After encourages you to find life after trauma. We can allow God to touch our deepest wounds and remind us of his power to overcome. We can also find the conviction to live once again.